I want to see you on the Internet

One day you inadvertently entered my space, you left greetings and blessings, and you left a sincere heart. Let me know you, also attracted my attention. I read your space mood log and listened to your space song music. Those words and songs of yours immerse me in inexpressible emotion and joy, and I begin to chat with you and communicate with you.     When I was in pain and disappointment, you gave me support and enlightenment. When I was frustrated and confused, you gave me comfort and persuasion. My lonely heart and my feeling of world weariness have changed slowly. From then on, I thought this life was predestined friends with you. I thought you were also my spring breeze. I thought you gave me a wisp of sunshine and rain that quietly moistened my heart. I am also waiting every day for your greetings, your blessings, your Internet access, your opposition, your confidences, and unconsciously I expect to chat with you in front of the computer..     I want to see you every day on the Internet! See if you are online or not, see if you have left me any information, see your space, see your articles and listen to songs in your space.. Whether you are online or not, I will visit you online every day.     Looking at your head portrait is like facing you face to face. Although we are separated from each other, there is a feeling of heart connection. Looking at your head portrait is like meeting a loved one. All the happiness and sadness you want to tell you. Looking at your head portrait will remind me of the happiness you have given me and give me encouragement, so my heart will be calm and will keep a calm heart to deal with all the helplessness in life.!     I visit you online every day. If I see you online, I will immediately read your name and send you a smiling face to express my mood at the moment and tell you how much I miss you.. If I see that you are not online, I will quietly look at your head and miss you, sometimes waiting for you to go online while reading articles and websites..     Maybe you don’t know, I like to wait for you like this, like to look at you like this, I like the feeling of waiting for you. There is also a person in this world worth waiting for and a person worth thinking about. I think this is also a kind of sustenance and happiness. I am willing to wait for you like this. I am willing to visit you online every day like this..     When you are willing to chat, I will stroke the keyboard on the computer, pointing to you flying, with my heart fluttering and my soul fluttering to the other side of the network with characters.. My happiness, my pain, my confusion, my wandering, all flow under this fingertip … ah

How many nights did the distance of a piece of paper shine

Thousands of books and thousands of notes write about the winding of the world at hand, and past lives can’t write a graceful and restrained memorial volume in the wind..   Along the way, tang style Song Yu was intoxicated with the flowers and orchids at his fingertips, looking up at the starry sky, the zither whirling from the distant sky, the dazzling sound that curled up, as if the cool breeze in the bright moon caressed heptachord, the sound of the zither was flourishing, like the breath of grass and trees, like the aura of words, and the pictures immediately dotted the starry sky, the faint starlight of an inch, the fragmentary fragments of an inch, and a little shallow memory..     Stop in the wind, lean on the window and stare, memories like the meteor streaking across the night sky, blooming in an instant, brightening this sleepless night..   Entering the network is like entering this deep night sky. Once upon a time, it was already beautiful in the cycle of the season. However, the stranded heart still looks forward to the passing years. Memories are collected like ink in a paper roll, flowing in a happy melody and engraved in the care. Only memories are still keeping watch, quietly and quietly blooming a ripple of the fingers with the fine steps of the season. It is still every familiar morning breeze, still walking in the rolling sea tide, walking at its own pace and blooming the waves of its own life.. Although wandering in every harbor in different seasons of life, knowing that there are crossroads in life and how many storms and frustrations there are in Lu Yu, this must be an inevitable event, so let’s give ourselves a smile and hug, continue and continue the journey of life in the future..     The wind does not say, how many years have it blown away, remember the time when it was still and good, and holding a book can pass the time.. Sometimes you soak in a pot of clear tea, cross the long dream of red dust, carry a light to leave sorrow, fish for a bright color, and pick up the right childhood spots. You wade in from the moonlight lotus pond where the streams are deep and the flowers are falling, and meet Meimo in the silence of poetry and books..   Those romantic stories are quietly hidden under the unfinished promises, waiting for covering soil and corruption. And I, standing quietly in the wind listening to the sad melody, listening to the wailing sound of years passing by, waiting for my way home and my way home. But when I look back, I find that the rain shortage is coming. I want to go back to the beginning when people did not go and love did not leave, as if, years later, you and I were sitting peacefully in the field, watching the world of mortals conjure up under the tree, inviting dawn and dusk together, enjoying the sunset, cloud and moon together, and lingering with the wind..     The autumn scenery outside the window has gradually faded away. The autumn scenery has taken off the last prosperous coat of this autumn, and the fallen leaves silently depend on the roots in the autumn rain..   The autumn wind is cold. If there is no one meter of autumn sun, I can’t imagine whether the picture in late autumn will be so bright. Pick up a leaf and write a poem, piece by piece, one by piece, bound into a book. The cover need not be too extravagant. As long as a leaf and one meter of sunshine write down my name in the corner, that’s enough. This preface still has to be written by myself. First of all, I will tell those who have read this book – I’ve been here this autumn, I’ve been looking for you among the falling leaves and I miss you in the lingering autumn rain..   Often we have too much hope for each autumn and always think that I will have a lot of harvest in this autumn. In fact, in a plump autumn season, the mature will naturally mature, and the fruitless autumn will not necessarily be so down and out. All the things that have not been paid out can have the return you want. If you work hard, you will not regret it. What life needs is satisfaction, hope that you will trouble yourself, look at autumn colors lightly, look at life lightly, fade away flashy and clean yourself..   Autumn is just a symbol of nature. All the beauty and sadness are human echo. Too many stumbles are trapped by love words after all, affectionate rain, affectionate fallen leaves, affectionate dusk, and affectionate us. However, a autumn wind, like this world, this autumn, is so heartless..   Affectionate, heartless and understandable, we have to say ” treasure”.     It was the late autumn when the maple leaf fell, again thinking of the love dock we met, Muran looked back again, still the smile of you and me, how many sunsets dusk, how many times the dream kept together, how many times the ice rain drenched the pillow on the bed, the moon shadow like lotus is our stupid waiting, looking up at the grey dream sky, the lonely heart wanted to go with the wild goose to pursue the past, let those floating memories warm the fallen late autumn again, let me hold your hand again, let us feel the tenderness once again, though it was destined to love after all..     The distance of one finger, how many bright nights and one paper, how many touching things have been written for you – for you I would like to write this deep love for you I would like to paint your beautiful and beautiful life for you You came from the smoke and rain You look like a flourishing woman You look like a young man You drunk the Qin Dynasty Moon How many nights you walked through the Tang poetry wind and rain How many dreams you missed How many love vows you touched with a gentle kiss How many times you read your tender feelings How many times you read your tender feelings How many times you broke your heart for true love I found in the poet’s pen Xu me a fallen leaf, let me love to cross a paper legend; Allow me to say hello, and the autumn wind is again the blessing of my voice.

Happiness

With the increase of material wealth, people’s happiness in spiritual culture, spiritual civilization, spiritual life and other non-material wealth will also be more easily satisfied.   Happiness is the ultimate goal pursued by human beings. All human actions are to meet the needs of life. Happiness consists of four things that life dreams of: fame, wealth, love and health. If you have these things at the same time, you will be lucky. Happiness will always be the next step and will be satisfied when you get it, but if you stay short for a long time, happiness will disappear with time and the motivation of happiness will never be satisfied with the status quo. People always advance in constantly raising needs, satisfying needs, pursuing happiness and obtaining happiness. Happiness is the satisfaction of the present situation and good expectations for the future.. Therefore, if you want to continue to have happiness and want to live a happy life, you must constantly satisfy more desires.. It is precisely because of people’s constant pursuit of social development that the quality of life and happiness will be improved. Subjective well-being is composed of cognition and emotion. Cognitive well-being is life satisfaction. Emotional well-being includes positive emotion and negative emotion. In an age of abundant material and colorful life, many people endlessly ponder the quality of happiness in their own hands with a skeptical attitude. Gradually, happiness seems to be getting farther and farther away from our life.. The main reason is that people forget love and emotion because they pursue too much desire, leading to imbalance between body and heart.. We were born for happiness. Don’t go astray. Realistic goals and expectations are the intrinsic driving force of happiness. Don’t set the goal of happiness too high, happiness will be everywhere.     The happiness of life can be divided into two kinds: one is the happiness caused by the satisfaction of desire, and the other is the happiness caused by the self-movement and fullness of life.. Happiness is not empty and abstract. The essence of happiness is people’s satisfaction, harmony and satisfaction with life. Simply put, happiness is to have something to eat, a place to sleep and someone to love. Because material needs are the motivation of people’s life and the motivation of people’s pursuit of happiness, the satisfaction of needs is the acquisition of happiness, and material supply is necessary for people’s survival needs to maintain people’s life. Therefore, material supply is the cornerstone of human happiness. On the contrary, there is no point in talking about happiness without material supply.     Happiness consists of three elements. Material, emotional and spiritual. Let’s talk about matter first. The pressure of reality is more obvious than in the past. Due to the relative lack of material resources, many people think they are’ unhappy’. People are unlikely to be happy when their basic needs for food, clothing, shelter and transportation are not met.. Therefore, before the basic needs are met, every increase in income will make people feel happier. However, after the basic needs are met, the effect of income on happiness begins to decline. The higher the income level, the lower the subjective feeling of happiness, because happiness is inversely proportional to desire. The smaller the desire, the greater the happiness value. Research shows that personality traits are the most stable and powerful predictor of emotional well – being. Happiness is the unity of happiness and meaning, enjoyment and development, subjective and objective. Happiness is not external goodness such as wealth and honor. None of these things depends on the subject of happiness itself.. The reason why people can get happiness is because people show the function of being human in their activities..     The purpose of our life is fundamentally to pursue happiness. All personal actions are diffuse and everything is constantly expanding.. In their efforts to pursue a happy life, people also spread tears and hardships in defending private property rights. What happened to the bottom society is actually what happened to everyone. Everyone sees his own rights and knows his own well-being in others.. When the people get rich, when the people’s thoughts are full of money consciousness, then the people’s thoughts begin to decay and fall, the society begins to sink and fall, the people are happy, and the people’s happy life can no longer be found. That is, with the development of economy, the material wealth of the people is increasing, except happiness. Money can’t change happiness.     You can’t be the luckiest person in the world, but you’re not the most unfortunate person in the world, either. It’s better than the shortage or the surplus.. People should have ideals, aspirations and goals of life. Desire and desire are different concepts. The former is a strong demand for the objective world, while the latter is a goal of the subjective world. People’s desires are endless and should be restrained and not indulged. A person of high quality does not necessarily have no desire, but can control it. Happiness and happiness are common, stupid people go far to find happiness, and smart people plant happiness under their feet.     In modern times, people have lost the dimension of spiritual existence, and the relationship between people has become increasingly naked. People are becoming more and more self – locked, losing their freedom and happiness. The main reason is that the crisis of love is also the crisis of human beings, which leads to the imbalance between body and heart because people forget love and emotion because they pursue too much desire.. Health is the natural and objective premise of happiness in life. Having a sound body and a healthy body is the cornerstone of happiness. If the physical defects and pain, psychological trauma is difficult to get happiness. The human instinct to pursue freedom and happiness in the midst of crisis makes human beings self-review and revise their customary values and call for another paradigm of values.     It is generally believed that happiness is the satisfaction of needs or the pure freedom of spirit. Human life is determined by the contradiction between need and satisfaction. Whether happiness is achieved also depends on whether needs are met. This view of happiness is the product of a competitive society, and happiness will not be fully realized.In a society where free men unite, labor is not an activity arising from the need for exchange, but a human life behavior. People devote themselves to it and even forget everything around them. Everything created in work is no longer an object for human consumption, it is the crystallization of personal understanding of things. The virtue of human beings is also characterized by justice and fraternity. In view of the lack of modern rule ethics and the moral crisis in the life world.     A society must follow justice and provide a reliable system for each person’s rational personality development. The influence of freedom, justice and justice, democracy and equality on citizens’ subjective quality of life reveals the deep-seated political reasons behind citizens’ political non-participation or political apathy, and expounds the importance of understanding politics and society, and the cooperation between individuals and governments to promote the continuous improvement of quality of life and the continuous improvement of happiness. From the perspective of human life and practice, people’s pursuit and thinking of an ideal society are rooted in the internal time structure of human life practice and are the inevitable requirement of human being and human being as the subject of practice..     The process of realizing institutional rationality and welfare justice is also the process of promoting national happiness. The path of realizing institutional rationality and welfare justice is to improve economic policy and income distribution system. Perfect social policy and social welfare system; Paying attention to Pareto improvement of cultural education, charity and legal system; Strengthen the consultation and cooperation between the government and civil society in public governance to resolve the’ contradiction between the growing demand for public goods and the insufficient supply of government’ which is the main contradiction in the public sphere of contemporary Chinese society.     The Value Appeal and Rational Expectation of Constructing Excellent Social System. Through the definition of the excellent social system and the analysis of the contradiction between rational expectations and social reality, it is proposed to take’ fairness, justice, freedom, happiness and democracy’ as the basic value demand, promote the construction of the excellent social system and provide institutional guarantee for the continuous improvement of national happiness.. The pursuit of happiness is the basic goal of human and social development and also the fundamental demand of the socialist system.. Within the framework of the socialist system, only through the strength of institutional rationality and the guarantee of fairness and welfare can people’s happiness be continuously improved, the paradox between economy and happiness be resolved, and the excellence of the socialist system with Chinese characteristics be further highlighted.. The principle of social justice includes the principles of freedom, justice and the rule of law. In other words, the justice of society can only be concretely implemented and reflected through the implementation of the principles of social freedom, justice and the rule of law..     With the increase of people’s material wealth, people’s thirst for resources has become less and less, so people can get less and less happiness in terms of material wealth, and the cost of getting happiness is also higher and higher. At the same time, the consumption of the earth’s resources and the damage to the environment are also increasing.. With the increase of material wealth, people’s happiness in non-material wealth such as spiritual culture, spiritual civilization and spiritual life is also more easily satisfied.     Environmental benefits mainly include environmental ecological benefits, environmental economic benefits and environmental aesthetic benefits. Its characteristics reflect the first essence of the scientific development concept is development, the core is people – oriented, the basic requirement is comprehensive, coordinated and sustainable, and the fundamental method is overall coordination. The fundamental method is to take into account both overall planning and interests coordination. The value orientation is to promote the harmony between man and nature. The effective means is to rely on science and technology to develop circular economy. Pay attention to people’s quality of life, development potential and happiness index, and earnestly safeguard people’s environmental interests. All – round development means taking economic construction as the center and promoting all-round social progress including ecological construction. Coordinated development is to coordinate all links and aspects, including the harmony between man and nature. Sustainable development is to promote harmony between man and nature and realize sustainable economic development.     Happiness has always been the ultimate goal pursued by human beings. All human actions are to meet the needs of certain life. People’s happiness lies in creative life, and its value aims at and is good at exploring the road to happiness. The human spirit is the free spirit of never ceasing to pursue happiness. When it comes to human happiness, it requires that under the correct guidance of reason, the relationship between reason and passion be coordinated and placed in an orderly harmony, which is to achieve happiness and goodness.. If all individual behavior is diffuse, everything is in constant expansion. Therefore, once an individual realizes the uniqueness of his thought, the excellence of his behavior and the touching quality, he will have the feeling of having a meaningful world forever.. At the same time get dignity, respect, respect and belonging. People should be happy if they want to be happy. Without virtue, there is no happiness.

Gaussian Fuzzy Future Time

First, sitting in front of the computer becomes dull in thinking, thinking about every word and typing every word, not as comfortable as before, telling it to people who like to listen to it. Now don’t say, say less, because it is really my sad home. Want to so quietly let friends forget me, I covered myself up, covered up for a long time, and found that there was mildew on my body and I started to have a whole set of problems.. People, after all, are social.   Two, yesterday and today, the feeling of head pain has always been. Once a day out of the door, the only way to go out is to go downstairs and breathe, suck the dust on the road, listen to the cries of fruit stalls, bask in the bright and aggressive sunshine, and blow the dry and endless wind.. I didn’t talk to anyone. No longer have nowhere to go, just hang slippers upstairs. Reading books, doing questions and listening to videos are beginning to become greedy and eager for quick success and instant benefits, but haste makes waste.. Headache, is the brain beginning to suffer from indigestion? I do not know. Always wonder why this is so? Why is this?? Will this experience be the lowest point in life when you look back on it several years later? As described in many inspirational movies, I’m not too bad compared with those who are embarrassed, but have any writers arranged a beautiful future for me? No, but you can decide for yourself. I think this is what everyone wants to tell me. But I know.   Third, I worked hard to piece together the time I didn’t waste, save them up for comfort, and then worked hard to find excuses for wasting my time, some trivial things, some minor illnesses, and so on, all crowded in my mind. They swelled, swelled, fermented, and finally made me feel full of methane, which made me uneasy.. I began to learn those useless things and began to feel smug after learning a little fur, showing off in my family. Up to now, I haven’t understood myself, is it really childish, or is it too eager to be respected and not looked down upon? I don’t want to look at myself from my own perspective and write about myself. That would think that he was just sitting in the dark and crying for himself alone.   Four, whether there is a problem with EQ or IQ? Why is it that I am a little overwhelmed, a little out of control, a little scared, and the scenery in front of me is a little gray until it disappears completely?. The vigorous dawn seems to have long passed, and this lazy afternoon is confusing and tiring, and even the decadent evening will not be seen. If you lose morale and confidence and do not have the courage to lower your head to sleep on your feet and taste bravery, it is not enough emotional intelligence. If you bury all day in the book mountain and the sea without any achievements, you will soon become mentally ill. What if none of them are? It must be a matter of time. I think this is also what smart people want to tell me. However, time is just a pair of chronic poisons, and the moment you are delighted, you will be sick to the bone marrow..   All the unhappy things come from his own thoughts. Even sickness and death cannot make happy people sad. However, the healthy and strong people who can’t sleep and eat can’t enjoy the beautiful scenery, listen to music and exercise with passion.. Everyone’s environment affects his reluctance to migrate to worse habitats, so he may lose everything in the same environment. Eating, wearing, living and getting love are just the most basic needs of people, among which love is the only one who does not want to give up. Because of love, I kept all my pursuits, but I also became haggard. Perhaps in the end, it was because of love that I lost love.. I like someone very much, but I can’t tell her. But just calculating, that day was delayed, delayed, delayed again and again . Ah, until it became a pity.   Six, the economic foundation determines the superstructure. If writing is a hobby, if photography is also a hobby, if like poetry, like all cultures is a hobby, then these are all useless in the face of economic foundation. They’re just superstructures, aren’t they. It’s just for edifying one’s sentiment, or for increasing one’s personal charm.. It is often foolish to show off your culture in front of a worker, because you are not as good as a dung picker. Although I don’t agree with the statement that there is no dignity without money, I think it can accomplish almost everything. In addition to their own conscience cannot be changed.   If your greatest need is to realize your own value, where will you realize your value, or in what aspects? If it is legal, then I need to be familiar with the provisions of various laws and apply them. I also need to be able to articulate and be a lawyer..If it is a judge, what is the value of all civil servants? All the qualities they need to possess are in their modifiers. How many civil servants survive on their own knowledge or skills? What if it’s writing? I was not confident enough and never tried. Maybe you have other potential, such as management, planning, leadership, etc., or starting a business to create value for the society.. There is no shortcut to realize one’s own value, but only one step at a time..   On the bright side, this society gives opportunities to others as well as to you, but you need to work harder than others to get this opportunity. If you have worked hard, you may be able to get a return, but not necessarily. The bad thought is that this society is full of unfairness. It is not going to get ahead of school or fight in the society from an early age. I believe most intellectuals who have changed their fate will only become mediocre in the end. They will be baptized by big waves in this fiercely competitive society. After that, some will drift with the tide, some will die on the beach, others will swim upstream and still struggle..   Nine, on the one hand, I despise women who don’t respect themselves, irresponsible men or men with flower hearts. On the other hand, I lament my stupidity and simplicity.. On the one hand, I hate this impetuous society and the world full of material interests, on the other hand, I see some people sending out simple and pure light..   Ten, fate, is an objective thing. But fate is definitely not objective. I think it is objective idealism and my fate is arranged by heaven. No matter how you exert your subjective initiative, it will not change.. If there is no philosophy in life, everyone will lose himself. Are you a materialist?   Don’t believe in bad luck now, or in the future. The present state is just a manifestation of the fact that it has no external influence, or that it is just a bad result of some previous actions.. For the future, it may always be bad, or there may be a turn for the better. This is due to your environment at some point in the future. The quality of this environment is related to your current behavior. You can change your fate through your behavior, but you don’t know the extent and direction of his change.. Because you are in society, society is influencing you. If you live to survive, your misfortune is loss or hunger and disease. Death, disease and hunger and cold are just like ordinary living things. The meaning of our life is more complicated, and those things will not change.     All pain is a sign of incompetence. This sentence is inspiring. You can turn yourself into Superman, but you can’t change this world. Ordinary people are happier than Superman.. So, have a balanced heart.   To integrate into this society, we should start with ” mediocrity” ideologically. From the bottom, come back. In the process, maybe your talent and progress will help you.   ( Written after graduating from college in 2012, after repeated failures of civil servants due to interviews )

Father’s ” Earthwork”

Arguably, a flu or cold cold is not a big deal either. It is better to have three to five days less and ten to eight days more.. However, that kind of afflictive matter is still not bad, cough, asthma, top – heavy, sore all over. Then go to the hospital or clinic, it’s not, the heart is very tangled. Go to the hospital, as if to do a check – up, inevitably, to prevent you from having other lung problems, such as registering, paying, taking medicine, coming in here, going out there, taking a radiograph, and pulling in your heart.. Although the procedure in the clinic is simple, it has something in common with the hospital, that is, there are a lot of antibiotics such as amoxicillin and infusion, etc.. After all, if you get sick, the doctor says you should do what you want to do.. The problem is that no matter on TV or on the Internet or in newspapers and magazines, you have read a lot of articles about what serious adverse consequences of abusing antibiotics and easily infusing fluids are enough to make you tremble with fear. A small cold should put you in a state of embarrassment and shock. You said that this cold is still incurable. How can you treat it with confidence??   Often at this time, always let people struggle, lamenting whether people have degenerated or the society is complicated. Had to say if in the past, what would happen. However, to be honest, the previous scenes are still vivid in my mind.. Maybe it’s a minor illness like a cold, and it’s ” keeping pace with the times.”! I couldn’t help thinking of my father’s’ earthworks’ when I was a child. I don’t know if the humble’ earthworks’ can suit the remedy to the case.   When I was a child with a cold, I often ate a few tablets of analgin, licorice and berberine.. Sometimes, even the hospital clinic was too lazy to go. Father said he drank his ” Sihe Soup” and ” Guanling”. The so-called ” four – in – one soup” is actually made of several slices of ginger, several sections of scallions with whiskers, several spoons of brown sugar, and a few small pieces of clay on the stove fire door, boiled with water.. Now to drink this, the key is to have no earthen hearth and not dig a few pieces of earthen garbage.. Anyway, at that time, it enjoyed a bowl and sweated, feeling refreshed and cold was driven away.. Although the earthy smell is strong and the spicy taste is strong, it is also enjoyable to drink a bowl of brown sugar on the face of brown sugar.. If you don’t have enough time, after one time, you will still ” pretend to be ill”, coaxing your parents to drink and not expose them, ok, you can see from your face and actions that if you cook another bowl, you should also be aware of it. Sometimes, if brown sugar is gone and you continue to pack it, father said, it seems this time it’s a bit serious, ” sihe soup” is no longer available. cupping! A listen to cupping, already scared out in a cold sweat, started to run and shouted as he ran that he felt better now, causing his father to laugh.   To say this cupping is quite frightening. Those who catch a cold lie prone on the hot kang with their backs exposed, lit a piece of paper and pulled it up and down. They can neither burn to the skin nor stay too far away, but always feel the hot temperature.. One hand also holds a cup and shines it on the burning paper. When the paper is about to burn out and the heat is fully dissipated, the cup will firmly stick to your back with a clasp and the muscles will shrink violently. The cup is amazing. Let us break it, it won’t move.. After a long time, only listen to the sound of ” boom”, the cup fell down, and your taut muscles relaxed, your taut nerves relaxed, and your body was comfortable and your cold was fine.. Children are always afraid of cupping, and adults seem to enjoy it. They lie prone on the hot kang, pull out the cupping and cover the quilt, and fall asleep unconsciously..   Children’s tummy is the most common except for colds. Sometimes my stomach hurts badly, sometimes it bulges badly and I hit it with my fingers, ” boom, boom, boom, boom”, drum roll. Father said that it was a cold attack or a gluttony, and he rubbed it for a while. If it didn’t work, he found a piece of wool cut in autumn, a lump of earth, and put it on the stove. When the lump was hot, he spread the wool over his stomach and put it on it for more than half an hour for the first ten to eight minutes. The belly was like a deflated ball, and naturally it would be fine.. When burning clods, my father always touched them with his hands to test whether the temperature was appropriate or not and the effect was not good. It’s too hot to burn the skin. As for how many degrees, there is no thermometer to measure and no fixed value. It is entirely an experience perception, not a prescription of medicine.   When I was a child, in the present words, it was arrhythmia. Anyway, my father gave me pulse, counted the electronic watch and said something wrong. The doctor also heard it with a stethoscope and said something wrong.. Every night, my father took out five or six red dates, put them on the lid of the stove, turned them over, burnt them evenly, and boiled them in a porcelain tea jar. When the dark red jujube catechu was fragrant, let me drink the tea and eat all the dates.. Every night, after drinking, my father had to be patient with pulse counting. Sometimes, in order to count accurately, he had to pulse several times. In this way, I don’t know how many days later, my father finally said with a smile that he would not drink any more. In fact, I had already been forced by my father to have that kind of scorched fragrance, which I liked at the beginning, has long been boring my appetite and dull.. Good natural happy, jujube tea table haven’t been drunk for ten years, but now in winter, maybe I can have a cup of jujube catechu in a small restaurant outside, and the taste is good, just not the kind of warm process as a child.   Father has another move, is to treat toothache. When I saw a lot of people suffering from toothache, I covered the swollen half of my face and twisted my teeth. Alas, I couldn’t get a groan.. Some of them do not work whether they have analgin or painkillers in their mouths. As the saying goes, toothache is not a disease. No one asked about it. In many ways, people with toothache can only swallow their own stomachs even if they have tears swirling around their eyes.. Some people really didn’t recruit. They came to their father with a bottle of white wine and five or six eggs.. At first, we thought eggs and white wine were gifts or labor costs, but I don’t remember how my father fried eggs with white wine.. After frying, let the toothache bite. In a short time, the toothache said it was much better or even no pain.. We stared eagerly at scrambled eggs. Father knew our intentions and smiled and said that it was a cure and could not be eaten.. Whether we really can’t eat it or not, eggs were not easy to eat at that time. No way, people with toothache would say with a smile, let’s eat it. I’m all right..My father would give us a piece of chopsticks. Eat into your mouth, feel the smell of eggs, has been covered by alcohol, but look on the face of eggs, still eat with relish, that’s the real’ intoxicating smell’! When the toothache was cured, he left to say a few pleasantries, but his father grabbed the others and asked him to take the rest of the liquor away, but the other party refused anyway. We know that everyone is difficult and it is not easy to buy a bottle of wine. If it weren’t for the extreme pain, everyone wouldn’t be willing to spend the money. My father said, I don’t drink any more. If you take it back, you will feel much easier if you rub it with white wine, even if your teeth don’t hurt any more and your legs hurt occasionally.. Under his father’s repeated persuasion, the bearer could not help it, so he had to carry the bottle, speak politely and go away.   Now think about it, the father’s ” earthworks” work, whether it is scientific factors or human factors, such as affection, human feelings, true feelings, etc., but the simple ” earthworks” work a lot of times. Now, whether it’s headache, brain heat, stomachache or something like that, prescription, procedure, inspection, medicine and so on, you’ve already got a big head, plus a clear treatment process, a well-defined doctor-patient relationship, economic benefits of market prosperity and so on, people may become more and more vulnerable behind the complexity.!

Early spring release autumn harvest

Early spring release autumn harvest blue sea ( 1 ) who stole my inspiration? Sitting at the table thinking hard for a long time, I was like a child who couldn’t solve the equation. My thinking was blocked. What about the key to unlock it? Isn’t it that my heart was once as light as catkin by the cool wind of early spring?? Was it not the passion to ride the wind and break the waves that was swelled by the full buds on the branches of the fruit trees under the warm sun?? What about the green grass on the side of the road, stirring people’s feelings? The recovery of the earth, filled with attractive breath everywhere. Although the earth still looks pale, there is a strong and soft germination in the pale gray.. The mountain peaks in the distance have faded the mottled snow spots in winter, such as light ink painting, caged in mist, gentle and graceful, with deep beauty.. Poplar trees, willow trees and locust trees were bathed in the spring rain, and their branches were tender and plump, and they scrambled to sway under the blue sky and the sun.. All of them are light ink colors, and a beautiful ink painting is full of quiet, elegant, and full of hope and warmth..     ( 2 ) On the early spring weekend night, I sat in the bright light and wanted to write something, but I fell into the desert for a while. It was the cool wind of that night that stirred up the microwave that had flooded my mind for many days.. The breeze in early spring makes everything sprout and revive in a rush. All the year round, the earth turns round and round. Under the blowing of the cool wind in early spring and the shining of the warm sun, in the annual rings of my life at the beginning of autumn, the breath of spring was so strongly fermented in another annual ring that it swelled a heart that was already ready to fly. I’m going sailing and hiking! But I still can’t walk out of the town, surrounded by worldly fences, the less I can get them. But like a stubborn child, I carried my bags and set out. Sitting in the light of early spring night, Xiner went hiking.     ( 3 ) I want to go sailing and fly my heart! I am like an ugly duckling in the farmer’s henhouse, looking up at the sky, looking down at the green grass and wild flowers at the foot, and watching the streams flowing in the sun.. I saw the vast sky from the blue sky overhead. From the green of clusters of grass, we can see the strength and joy of life. From the twinkling streams in the sun, we can see colorful life, the depth of the sea and the surging of the great river..     ( 4 ) It is time for me to release myself again in the early spring of this year to face the strong breath of this day, grow with grass, open with peach blossom and apricot blossom, green with green hills, fly with birds, and courageously flow with streams.. I should treasure the joy of grass growing up in my heart, share the joy of peach blossom and apricot blossom, describe the free flight of birds, and sing the aspirations of streams.. I am delighted with the yearning for life, composing them into beating words and jumping notes. This is the harvest of my flying heart, and this is a kind of flying.     ( 5 ) Release your mind as far as you want to go. The vast universe, let you roam. All things in the world are dazzling in profusion. All they can see is that they hate the pen in their hands. It is difficult to describe the pleasure and joy of flying.. A loud laugh, why care about the joy of the baby, the joy of the baby, or the laughter of the elderly. Happiness is never stained with worldly filth. It is lotus root purified from the heart.     ( 6 ) Another spring of the year, the cuckoo chirping outside the window beckoned me to pack up my luggage again, pack up my bags and go hiking to harvest the harvest of my life in autumn.

Distant light

On the night of the night shift, I visited the website to check the information. I was attracted by a small stamp, and it also triggered my distant memory of the light.     This is a commemorative stamp issued by the United States in June 1929 to participate in Edison’s FIFA anniversary regulations for the invention of electric lights. It is a credit card, but I don’t want to buy it. I just want to borrow it as a prop for memory.. Now, if anyone says he doesn’t know what the electric light is, I’m afraid it’s not good to find it, unless there is no electricity in the mountains and forests where there are few people left.. However, in my hometown before the earthquake, there was no electricity at that time. I really don’t know what the electric light was. As long as it is at night, it will be dark and can only travel by moonlight. In the night without moonlight, it can only be by starlight..     If we catch up with overcast and foggy days, we can only go out by hand. Every night, we will go crazy in the dark if we can’t spare time.. Some light-footed people sometimes use kerosene lamps from relatively wealthy families when they actually touch each other, because they will also come into the street through the long courtyard and through the walls of the courtyard through the light of hair and paper.. This kind of light is hard to find without careful search. Later, I did not know that day night, when I slowly came home from the mountain, I suddenly found a bright star in the east of our village.. Moreover, the little star seems to have come to the world, because it appears under other stars, much lower than the distant mountains, to put it bluntly, it is as high as the environment in which we live..     A few of our children are all talking about what star it is and why it came down to earth. Some people suggested to go there and have a look. We said we would go if we left, but it was still in the distant place when we left several villages.. However, our pursuit of the bright heart has not changed, and we still move on. But somehow, the stars are missing and we can only go back bitterly without the goal we are pursuing.. But when we walked back, the stars appeared again, but the village beyond our memory did not dare to go any further, so we had to be helpless, but the attraction of the stars became stronger day by day..     When the night is still, several of our friends are lying on the hillside with their heads facing east, looking at the ideal star light.. It may have been a wait-and-see for a long time that we discovered the secret that the star did not appear all the year round, but only in early autumn and winter.. After a long time, those equally curious adults also wanted to discuss what was going on, what was the star, or whether somebody else could do something about it. The last few relatives told the truth.. It was in a village more than 20 miles away from my village. For the convenience of playing in autumn, a high electric lamp was put on the production team’s field, which is why the season appeared.     Since their village is under the eastern mountain of hazelyang basin and we live at the foot of the western mountain of the basin, by night the light will pass over the dense villages and come over us, just like the stars.. As for the lights we yearned for, they suddenly disappeared when we longed to see the real face, which is also because the center of the basin is relatively low – lying. The secret was finally revealed, and we began to imagine what the electric light was. If we lit and smoked, we wouldn’t have to use the sickle to cook.. Later, our village also switched on the electric light, but the recent earthquake brought me back to the original, the simple house did not switch on the electric light and returned to the kerosene lamp era..     Curiosity about electric lights has long been a thing of the past, but the yearning for light has not stopped for a day. Yes, who doesn’t want to rush to light and pursue light in his heart?. If you don’t believe it, just look at the lights on both sides of the road. As long as the insects fly in season, those cute little doors will rush to death for the ideal light in their hearts.. Isn’t it the same for our great human being? The heart towards the light is the same, but some evil-minded outlaws just take advantage of the people’s desire for quick success and instant benefits towards the’ light’. There are also those people who are interested in pursuing the ideal of the birds running towards the light, killing many birds that should have been protected. Why are they guilty?. When people encounter difficulties in pursuing light, or find light or traps that are not ideal, do they not see stars when they are with us and go back to their homes to find a way out?.     I have always believed that the pursuit of light will not change whether it is animals or human beings. It seems that the stamps in front of me can only attract me to the light instead of letting me have it.. Ah, the distant light is always my lingering memory.     On the night of December 27, 2012, TWELVE

Course

For many years, I like prose, but few people know it. Like Lao She, like Lu Xun, also like Zhu Ziqing.   But I can’t compare with these literary figures. I know that I am just a people who can’t even count on characters.. But a man must have a dream to live, no matter how humble he is.. I still like prose from the meeting at school. At that time, between mathematics and Chinese, fortunately, I chose Chinese because I always felt that mathematics was useless. Of course, it was only my personal opinion.. As a boy, he always likes to write things. At that time, it was always bad for people in the neighborhood. A boy should be crazy, should be noisy and should be…. I was born in a city that has been known as’ small Jiangnan in the north’ since ancient times, with distinct seasons and obvious climate change. Therefore, I have more opportunities to see the majestic rain, the proud frost and the pure snow. I thank God for giving me the right time. Said I like to write things when I’m okay. In fact, my words are ugly. At least I think so myself. Even my uncle who loves me most said so. So I’m going to write here, write and draw in this small world and be myself.. Fortunately, I have not given up the habit of ” love to write” after all for many years. Because of laziness, when something I want to write comes to my mind, I always say it freely, which also leads to the fact that over the years, I have left only a few lines of sentences..   A few years passed quickly, but I, after all, have not been able to do anything. I lament the death of the world and the death of the peddler in this world. I am a very casual person who writes wherever I think about it, does not have a clue and does not think about it, so I think this is the prose I understand..   When I was a child, I always felt that our county seat was so big, so I was always very excited to go to my uncle’s house in the county seat every year, looking forward to seeing the world, tall buildings and endless stream of people I expected, and also looking forward to hearing the cries of vendors different from those of villages and towns at that time.. So I think this is the world. It’s so big and big that I dare not go out alone, afraid of losing myself in a lane I am not familiar with, and afraid of being cheated out by bad people. Therefore, the world is wide in my eyes and wide for me to dare not touch, as if a monster did not dare to touch the forbidden area where the sorcerer has enchanted. That kind of desire is beautiful now..   I grew up slowly, saw a lot, and understood a lot. I suddenly understood that I thought it was the’ world’ county seat. It was small, small, and small enough to hold a person’s heart.. Later, after graduating from college, I chose to leave home. For the first time, I deviated from the town, from my dream, and from the’ world’ in my heart.. Human desire is the most terrible, greedy, ignorant and arrogant. These things are mixed up enough to make a person lose his head. Before he left, my father told me to find a job, be diligent and willing to bear hardships. I work for others, and swallow it down. The boss told me to do well and be shrewd. If the others didn’t tell me, they also did it when they saw it.. I’ well’ for a moment, don’t know at that time the father, is how to understand. When I set foot on the train for a long journey, I remembered to participate in the song ” Have a pleasant journey”. The lyrics are short, simple and affectionate.. From departure to arrival, I stood by the door of the train and single cycled through the song.   Before writing this article, I talked with my old friends about my intention to write something, specifically, trivial matters. Later, I decided to write it.. Even if no one looked at it, I was writing an article every day, telling a truth that is not reasonable and listening to a story that is not a story. To tell the truth, people insist, but I always lack perseverance and like to give up halfway. Old friends said, since you like to write, write, write on trivial matters, and write on nonsense that others don’t understand, someone can always understand and like to understand. So, I insist. From ignorant teenagers, I hope to be white – haired.   – ” Freezing three feet is not a day’s cold, and dripping stones is not a day’s work.”.   I like Mr. Lu Xun’s article, and the atmosphere is a little ironic, like hail in snow, which makes people elusive and eager to try.. When I was young, I didn’t know what Mr. Li was talking about and what he wanted to say. When I grew up and read Mr. Li’s articles, I felt that Mr. Li was really a genius in China for thousands of years. He was similar to Mr. Pu Songling, who wrote the regulations on strange stories from a serial studio. The difference is that one wrote things and the other wrote ghosts and gods. Similarly, they all talked about society and said the status quo.. Late at night, I want to write more, but I don’t know where to start, what to write and how to write the next sentence. So, follow one’s inclinations to write, follow one’s inclinations to send.   In addition to writing, I didn’t find myself having any other hobbies, such as collecting silver coins and walking back and forth along the road if I had a hard word. Ha – ha, ha – ha, ha – ha, ha – ha, ha – ha, ha – ha, ha – ha, ha – ha, ha – ha, ha – ha, ha – ha, ha – ha, ha – ha, ha – ha.. Collection, say investment, but I haven’t made much money since I was a child. I think that people who collect ancient coins have a good knowledge of ancient and modern times and history. I always walk back and forth along the road when I’m okay. When I say exercise, I look like I’m going to the crowd and shops on both sides, tasting sweet, sour, bitter and spicy, and enjoying a life full of tastes..   Why are you afraid of the dangers and dangers of your journey??   In the past, ask who dares to bet on tomorrow?   A cup of tea tells a story. A column of incense burns out the glitz in the world.   May you look like a swallow near the south of the Yangtze River in the afternoon, enjoying the scenery with ease.   May I be like an old woman in the country after dinner, with a hundred mouths to talk and enjoy life.

Childlike Rain and Umbrella

( a ) wet feelings, singing thoughts.   With a gentle call, childlike innocence is not old.   Little by little, love is refreshing.   The smell of rain touched many memories of me and you. In the songs and ballads of life, they were flowing in the arms of the land, sweetly talking about the original and most unforgettable scene..   Yes, in your mind and mine, there is a kind of poetic and pictorial love.   ( 2 ) Don’t forget that our chase was romantic.   On the wound of the land, there were my sketches, and the spring came one by one with vigor, as if in the colorful thick ceremony, the heat heated our first love, didn’t it? The hazy innocence, holding transparent beads of rain, and a sentence in my heart, under the pink umbrella, filled the pages with a full picture of life..   Ah, naked love, smiling in your big eyes.   Listening to the common heartbeat, the path has no end.   With the rhythm of the rain, the poem and song are very beautiful.   ( 3 ) The fairy tale story of Tian’s grandmother stirred up that yearning.   The game under the ancient banyan tree is hard to give up.   What’s left? What did you send away?   A string of silver beads, bouncing up and down on the grass between me and you, in the melodious pastoral songs, has a whip mark – the real sense of kindness in the paths..   Quietly looking at each other, the heart is romantic and singing.   Maybe it’s a hug, forget the pain.   Yes, edit the innocence again and again – the sacred promise is engraved on the heart plate.   ( 4 ) True, the heart has a meaning and the heart has a special liking.   The call of the dream spread all over Qian Shan.   The hearts of the people are separated from their bellies. Who can show that he is a good man?? At the moment when you have warm and cold, your thoughts and yours are covered with colorful, romantic music of life, opening the doors and windows of your heart, and the dreams of mountain and water are colorful in the fleeting canvas shadows..   Listening to the echo of the heart, a kind of enjoyment.   All things are lingering in childlike innocence.   ( 5 ) Hot sweat and tears spilled all over the floor.   It has been a long time since ancient times, yes, it has floated to the naive spring scenery and autumn reality..   Because, in their own hearts, they listen to the deep feelings and feelings of those hearts, without shaking the wind and rain..   From then on, I held the lamp in the wind and rain. Out of many dreams.   From then on, I looked out on the bank of the river and waved for our past.   ( 6 ) Return to the original and cut into the mind and body of the land.   Common exclamation, insomnia those spring and autumn.   Where is the heart? The true and false of dreams, symphonies on the withered and glorious grass of the year, wasted many beautiful moments and meditated on themselves one by one..   Ah, birds and flowers, be elated … ( 7 ) The frescoes of life have written a kind of eternity.   In my mother’s eyes, I will always be a child.   In my father’s mind, I am a teenager running in the rain.   Yes, my parents’ mind is the dock, harbor and habitat of my life, the starting point and end point of my life, a field moistened with rain, light and wind, which caresses a kind of truth, kindness and dedication and keeps the longing for life..   When I grow up, I can’t forget my parents’ exhortations.   ( 8 ) childlike innocence, rain and umbrella, so kind.   This heaven and earth, image my simple spring and autumn period, hug one by one once and perhaps, what makes me most attached to is my mother picking up my picture page in the rain, what really reminds me is that you said to me under the umbrella … ah yes, it is rain that nurtures my childishness, it is childishness that reminds me of maternal love, and it is the umbrella that tells me not to live up to you..   It’s raining, you and I have flesh and blood in our hearts.

life like summer flowers

I have always loved summer, although the hot weather makes me sweat hard, and even though the sultry night and mosquito harassment keep me awake at night, I have to sleep with the aid of the air conditioner.. But in summer, the red and white sunshine, the white clouds rolling in the blue sky, the joyful green eyes and the melodious cicadas and frogs all seem bold and unrestrained, dynamic and energetic. Feel the fresh breath of life immediately, the mood will follow is bold and unrestrained. It is also because the flowers that bloom in summer have many varieties and are so hot, colorful and varied.. They bloom in the season when the sun is full, like running, jumping and flying elves, showing their most brilliant and moving vitality, making me obsessed with summer. Taiwan writer Roland once wrote in the regulations for participating in the summer suite: ” Summer flowers are different from spring flowers. Summer flowers have strong vitality.”. If spring flowers bloom because of the warmth of the wind, summer flowers are inspired by the sun. Don’t we have the same youth as this summer? Hot and dazzling like the sun, summer flowers have the most beautiful, lively and brilliant colors. However, the cycle of the four seasons will not be shifted by human will. No matter how fresh and gorgeous the flowers will disappear in the cold wind and snow that follows, no matter how brilliant and gorgeous the colors will be quietly disseminated by the dense gray and white that gradually comes..     Close to the end of the year, I walked on the street, the afternoon sunshine sprinkled light warmth on my face, and gradually the cold wind blew on my face again with a cold touch.. The golden leaves on the ground crunched under the trample, and winter really came! The song suddenly sounded in my ear: ” A glimpse is as short as a glimpse / as brilliant as a summer flower / I am this dazzling moment / is a flash of flame across the sky.”. Summer flowers, flames, and a glimpse of the bright.’: Different beauties have the same short duration, which makes it impossible for us to finish the word’ wait’ with our fingers.. Life, youth, isn’t it? Time is too precious, and even more time will slowly run out. The dazzling process of life and youth, like a meteor streaking across the sky at night, went out in a flash and never came back again.. You see, ” butterfly counts / not month / but moment / butterfly has enough time”. the ear listens to the urging sound of time ticking, as if blood also drops and drops from the body.. Even butterflies are unwilling to endure the cruel torture of this time, let alone people? Put everything down! Put down the care for life, put down the attachment to the future, grasp the only moment that can be grasped, do all the things that can be done at hand, and make full use of every minute and every second of the moment, life will have the most realistic meaning.. Buddhist said,’ Do it when you see it, put it down when you do it. Why not. ‘ this kind of mentality seems negative, in fact contains great wisdom and wisdom. Live in the present, then live out the future.     Life, all the way spring scenery, all the way singing, all the way calm; Or thorns all the way, hardships and frustrations all the way, and trekking all the way … ah, all the ups and downs and ups and downs are all short – lived. Time in the world is the most ruthless. It will never stay for someone. When singing to wine, life geometry? When life has experienced vicissitudes of life and the sweetness of the past has become a memory, life is approaching the end step by step. We can’t keep the decline of life just as people can’t stop the decline of flowers. But we can stop the throat of fate and strive to fight against it and change it. Seize all opportunities, fully display yourself and release all the light and heat of yourself. In this way, when you have experienced the splendor of’ life is like summer flowers’, you can experience the beauty of’ death is like autumn leaves’. So as to produce satisfaction to life, openness to the world and gratitude to life.     Each of us can only walk once in this world and only once in life. Facing the floating and heaving of the world and the changeable world, all we can do is cherish life, treat life well and cherish and cherish the people around us. Don’t wait until it’s lost or empty, leaving a cavity of regret. What splendor and wealth, what fame and fortune, what enmity and enmity . Ah, let all the vanity and vanity in the world go to one side! Let’s live as happy, carefree and bright as possible. Life inevitably has many haze, but after the wind and rain, the sun will be exceptionally bright!     At that moment, I looked up and saw that the stubble leaves hanging from the tall, straight trunk still stood stubbornly in the wind. I am relieved that the cycle of the four seasons is unstoppable, but when spring comes again, they will be a new green.. In fact, what I saw was a kind of strength savings, a change of old and new, and the birth of life.. It is a kind of gratitude. It is grateful that creation has chosen us out of Qian Qian’s million possibilities, given us life and wisdom..     Close your eyes and listen carefully to the whine of the wind blowing, the roar of the machine turning in the factory building, and the sound of car horns in the distance … Ah, this is a different kind of music, sometimes gentle and soothing, sometimes dynamic and explosive, flying in this quiet afternoon.. The wind moving through the city gently blows the busy people, who are hurrying forward and chasing their own shadow .